The Not wanted Life

2010-05-04T08:38:00.001-07:00

Went To Watch IP MAN 2 with yilin ( CHOU NU REN! ) & Friends.

It's a freaking nice movie. Has all the moral values you need to know

and that dignity ..integrity and every every values.. It would be sucha

pity if you MISS IT! Gotta go now!

2010-03-27T11:16:00.000-07:00

It's almost 2 months since i updated my blog.

Soon, its going to be the 2nd year.

Do i have the courage to love again?

Am i just being a coward?

What spell did you cast on me

to make me so addicted to you?

Why are you always the one who

controls my mood?

Will our fairytale resume after 2 years?

i kept all of your photos all along.

I know i gotta move on but i'm so addicted to you.

Are you ice,nicotine, ecstasy?

i should have make you stay and tell you

the break-up was just a joke.

Yeah.

Do you still think of me?

Am i still the one lingering in your heart.

I am running out of tears.

Am i able to call you baby again forever?

Maybe its too late, maybe we would reconcile.

I love you.

Addicted, 1804.

Needs a solution, to everything.

2010-02-21T10:36:00.001-08:00

( I am sure this guy loved you the most, my lady)

Didn't expect that i am the one staying here, you the one leaving.

I guess, its time to grow. Maybe i would be stuck here forever, or

you would return back to me,baby. who knows? heaven may know.

You caught my eye, you taught me love. Now its time to grow.

Wishing you all the best.

You've gone. I'm here, alone. I gotta move on.

18o4o8

CNY!

2010-02-14T11:50:00.000-08:00

Supposed to woke up at 11am today.

Parent's didn't wake me up. Instead,

i was the one who woke them up.

Went to Oasis, woahahs... collcect ANGBAO!

had lunch~~ Then played mahjong the whole afternoon

with those Hao and Wei. Woots! They are noob mans! :D

Although i am just a rookie, but.. they are rookie rookie :D!

had lots and lots of food man, my tummy going explode already.

Went home..woah, they playing mahjong already.

We open another table. Got 2 table :D

Played mahjong till 2.30 am..

FCUKK... lost $14..

Just not the day for me mansz.

VIN! YOU CAN DO IT! FORGET HER!

Happy birthday, to her.

2010-02-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

After april this year, it will be 2 years for us.

Knowing you for 2 years, was a great experience.

You let me experienced the feeling of love , sad and happy.

During these 2 years, i realised i have changed, tremendously.

From a person who didn't treasure time , who only know how

to play,slack, wasting my time under the void deck. To a person

who think that time is not even enough and are now pulling up

my socks for my studies and to even plan for my future.

I guess, you're my pillar of strength to everything. My studies and

my life. Even when i am feeling down, whenever i think of you, my

day would brighten up.

I am always guessing , everything about you. I can't read your mind.

You are always so mysterious. Maybe that's why i love you, so much.

These 20 months, i kept waiting. Waiting for the day that you would tell me

that you love me, let's resume our fairytale . Hold our hands and forever would

begin. But, things didn't turn out the way i thought it would be.

I took the risk, to have an agreement with you. I was afraid of losing you.

But i told myself, no matter what. I have to gamble, the greatest, risk-iest

gamble of my life. I lost you, I lost your heart , I lost my position in your heart.

Equivalent to losing everything.

I had to pick the broken pieces, all by myself. Till the day you told me there's

another person in your heart. I totally broke down. I had to recover from my

fall. I learnt to pick myself up, run back to the starting point. You were already

far ahead from me. Looking at your back, diminishing from my sight.

I told myself i have to let go, everything to be deleted. I faced all these by myself.

I realised, i look fragile. But i am tough inside. I am not afraid of losing anything

after losing you. Thank you, thank you for everything. Letting me to learn the ropes

of love. From the point of falling in love with you, to the point of losing you.

All of this were tremendously tiring. But, it was worthwhile knowing that i am once

in your heart. I no longer think of you now. But , the fact is . Deep inside, i still love

you, deeply. But, love is happiness , to know that you have someone else in your heart.

Meaning that you will be happy. I am contented to know that you're happy now.

Wishing you both happiness from the very bottom of my heart. (:

Thanks for everything my dear.

This will be my last post about you.

Happy birthday in advance.

18o4o8.

2010-01-18T06:22:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys!

What's up!

It had been a long time since

i wrote a new post..

Life's normal,everything is normal.

I am contented with life.

Nothing More ^^

Oh man, why did i got addicted to mahjong.=.=

Seeing you getting on in life.

I guess, its time for me to let go.

Happy 21st months (:

2009-12-25T11:43:00.000-08:00

From the 1st second i saw you. This girl's gonna be my "half apple".
we told each other our name. Yeah,i got a crush on you. You were
beside me during the movie.I asked for your number,i sent you a
message.We chatted happily. I asked you to be my girlfriend you
said yes. I went to meet you at causewaypoint.You wore high-heeled
shoes. I feel guilty for being not taller.We hold hands at lot one,we kissed
at JE. You first drop your tears because of me @ bukit panjang.I silently
1st drop my tears for you @ home. We had our 1st Ani. I went to your house,
we wore our couple tee.Took LRT and headed to yewtee mac. Went for
michelle's birthday celebration @ teck whye gardens. You're down.But
i didn't console you,your parents fetch you back.On 14th june 2008.
i asked for a break.On november 2009,i asked for an agreement.
on 30th december 2009,this will decide where we're heading.

I want you to know,no matter what the ending will be.
i love you deeply.i enjoyed every of our little moments.
i am sorry for not being there when you needed me, and
thank you for giving me those happy memories. I feel
the warmth in my heart seeing you smile.I feel the thorns
piercing through my heart when you're down.

I just want to say,no matter what our ending maybe,
i want you to be happy,always. No matter if you're holding
my hands or other guys.I just want you to be happy.
This is coming from the bottom of my heart.

7 words, (Sorry,Thank you.I Love You)

2009-12-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

Went to collect the thing i've ordered@ lot's gift a name.
E-amusement is back! But i lost the card.Shit me.lol.
Took 67 and saw haojie on the bus.Lol.
Went timah together.Haojie lost to me
3 consecutive rounds of pool:D
Either i improved,or he deproved drastically.
Watching Yangfong and the group dota-ing....
is just like sleeping.lol.Went home@ 8 :D

2009-12-15T08:09:00.000-08:00

Had a great day with the Bangs Bangs (des,yek keng
and rachel,audrey) HoHo.They last min ask me go bugis.
I did.Reached there around 4? went around looking and saw
a vest.Freaking nice and the material is smooth~
Bought a ...what do i call that? A MJ's hat?HOHO.
shopped with desmond.Ok,it was hard finding
clothes that he like.This was the 1st time i spent
so much time in a clothes shop..around 1 hour?I suppose.
Went jubeat-ing at ILUMA. i missed playing EVANS.
hahs,went back around 7.45.
Train-ed Home :D

2009-12-13T11:57:00.000-08:00

These few days were a total bore to me.
Went to 223 to find yf and played a match of
basketball yesterday.Slack with the group and
trained home. Had no fishes today AT ALL.
wow,my mood totally went down.What happened
to the fishes!?(Maybe they are preparing for christmas).
Encouraging enough.Tsk. Lol.

Writing this post at 4.00am,14 december2009.

Yilin is sick.Hope she get well soon!

She's getting on without me,wonder
if she's happy with life. If she's happy,
i suppose that's a good thing.

2009-12-06T11:30:00.000-08:00

(The hair colour ,been wanting it for a long time!)
Gonna buy a new headset 2moro @ lot!
My earpiece gonecase=.=Hate it!
School is going to start again ,and
therefore,gonna say goodbye to my hair=.=

I swear after O's, i gonna make my hair like
G-Dragon's! Wonder how is she doing now..
She seems happy without me.That's a good
thing,though.

2009-11-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to myself!
Officially a 15 !
Hahs,Thanks to all the guys
who wished me a Happy birthday!

But,you weren't one of them
who wished me happy birthday....

2009-11-22T09:56:00.000-08:00

Trying to forget her(Day7)

A sigh or relief came out when
she sms-ed me that she came back
to SG.Didn't asked much how was the trip.
Was taking this picture when i am thinking
about her. I miss your voice.

Love
22 november 2009

2009-11-21T09:35:00.000-08:00

Went to rebond my hair around 12.40pm
It took me till 2 to finish the rebonding..
Train-ed to bugis to find those bitches:D
Reached around 3pm...
Lol,someone from IMODELSHOLDINGS approached me
and ask me to be the model for the levi's showcase.
He said he would call me on monday..hmms..
Fool around @ bugis street till 6.
Went up to iluma 7th floor.The beautiful view captured my
eyes.Train-ed back to batok on the Red line=.=
Cab-ed home (:

Took some photos,enjoy!

2009-11-21T09:33:00.000-08:00

Trying to forget her (Day 6)

Didn't think i would survive till Day 6.
She's still in M'sia.Don't know what
she's doing and how is she.Did she
miss me?But i did think of her.

Love
21November2009

2009-11-20T09:05:00.000-08:00

(Heart Breaker)

Trying to forget her (Day 5)

To the thought that she is in malaysia now,
it just makes me worry.Hmms,so she's supposed
to come back on monday?Well,this thing here
backfires. Her lil' sis also miss her badly.I want
you to come back in ONE PIECE.

Love
20November09

2009-11-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

Trying to forget her (Day 4)

You are just like a tattoo in
my heart,couldn't remove you
at all.I don't know why,but i just
have the urge to tell you that i am
still waiting for you.

Love
19/11/09

2009-11-19T08:07:00.000-08:00

A smile that came from within

Was doing my cso today,
its hard work,but this old
lady here gave me a smile
to lend me the strength that
came from within. Thank you(:

2009-11-18T09:24:00.000-08:00

Trying to forget you (Day 3)

Didn't think of her during CSO.
But all the memories flushed back.
Suddenly came across to the songs
we listen while we were ice-skating.
Mostly Jay's songs.Those lyrics
were well written.Maybe this
agreement backfires.

Loves.
18/11/09 (19 months)

2009-11-17T08:58:00.000-08:00

Trying to forget her (Day 2)

Sense of helpless is still inside me.
When you look deep down inside
my eyes,you still can see her there,deep inside.

Today,memories of our ice-skating moments
came back to me.Both of us,hand holding hands.
gliding through the layer of ice.Just like gliding
through the sky with floating steps.

That day was one of my happiest day.
Or could i say,the most happiest one.

I love you

17/11/09

2009-11-16T07:07:00.000-08:00

尝试忘记你的第１天。。

总觉得就缺少了什么。
心里总有那种空荡荡的
感觉。也许，是缺少了你。
今天，我带着无助的眼神。
泪水慢慢的在眼睛旁累积。
这种没有你的痛，让我体会到
什么叫做五马分尸之痛苦。

我爱你。

16/11/09

2009-11-14T10:52:00.000-08:00

Let's Keep Today As A Secret .Tomorrow An Untold Secret

2009-11-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

This photo was taken during our happy moments.
Those smile and laughter were replaced by coldness.
I was the one who smashed our fairytale.
I am sorry for everything,really.
You said you would let go of everything.
But,what if you can't?

2009-11-09T07:04:00.000-08:00

Went for our recess at yewtee point.

The school's canteen was closed.

Me,juan,lovel,shiyun and jackson

went back to school around 11.30.

English period was sacrificed:D

Mr ng nag at us like an auntie ..

ok,i pretend i nvr hear him at all.

Went for my CSO,went back to shop

Home.

2009-11-08T09:19:00.001-08:00

Since u went away it's been one year six months
But it just dun seem like yesterday we were still together
Time has passed and things have changed so
Why do I feel this way
Cos you're with somebody else
And I'm with somebody else butWhenever I think about the the love we had
It hurts so bad
Whenever I think about the love we made
I said that I'd be strong
Girl I really thought that I'd move on
But still I find myself asking

Do u still think of me like I think about u
Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted
Said I don't know
When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name
Said I don't know
When I be with somebody else I push them away
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on
If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time
Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone
It's the reason why I'm writing u this song
Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do
Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u
Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way
I should have begged u to stay

If u ever lost someone u truely love
Let me hear u say yeah
And if u lost someone u truely need
Let me hear u say yeah

2009-11-04T08:02:00.001-08:00

(21st Century)
(19th Century,look at the difference!)

( I LOVE THIS NEW SPECIES!)

Hah...After a long day of CSO
Finally Back at home.Quite tiring today.
Went back to the old place to look at those stars.
Remember back at those times.When both of us
were together,those 2 stars were still there together.
But now,they are far apart.Yeah.

Hope that those 2 stars will come back together again.

2009-11-04T08:02:00.000-08:00

(I gonna turn this ugly penguin into one pretty penguin)
(A bunny turned to Misa in death note .LOL)
( I have a pimple near my lips,so don't blame me )

Dad fetched me to school today.
Had lessons till 12pm.Boring.
Went to lot with Weijie,Juan and Bunny.
Weijie have to go restring benson's guitar.
Weijie always make people de string go PIAK
one ley.David's violin de String also piak.
Then went to do my CSO till 5pm.
Took 187.
Dad fetched us home. (:

2009-11-03T08:20:00.000-08:00

Went reporting in school @ 2pm.
Walked to yewtee and deposited some
money into my acc .Hahs,Bus-ed to
Lot , Saw Fion & Sam. Slack around ,
then jack and DaoHong came by.
4 people told me she was @ lot.
Lol,why couldn't i bump into you?
Ate Set A at 340.Lol,SLE's tradition i
guess? Went to Mac and saw her.
Yeah,i admit.My heart was thumping,
even faster than i thought. Sam and Jack
told Her that i wanna talk to her.So,she came
to me. Ok,i admit,i was shy.=.= After they left
us alone.We had a short and sweet conversation

(Me:Then why last time you like my white face ley?)
(Her:I also never say i like your white face ! )

-Hahas.Ok lor~Like me for who am i luh.

(Me:Eh,you become fatter ehs?)
(Her.I know.=.=)

- I Love the way you are even if you become fatter,get it?

Quite happy to see her today luh.lol
Fion,daohong,all went home.
Left, me jack and sam.
Wondering around lot.
Train-ed home. (:

2009-11-02T08:14:00.000-08:00

Went home after my training around 12.30.
Sam kept msg-ing me,asking me to meet him.
He is going to HK. Lol. Ate my lunch,went
to lot and meet them. Fion and Leon were there
too.Saw Sebas ,then slack tgt.Sam and gang went
home. Left me and sebas.Too siian,i accompanied
him to wait for 307.

Train-ed Home.

18 Months,and the clock
is still ticking.I am still waiting.

2009-10-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

MICHAEL JACKSON(THIS IS IT!)

Didn't go for work today.Hahs,
Went to lot and jubeating!
Omg,i am loving this game more and more la.
Met up with Sebas and watched (THIS IS IT)
Its WORTH TO WATCH! haha. Saw Haojie and JunWei.
They ate their dinner.I went back around 8.30..
Hahs.Train-ed home.

2009-10-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

(Juan Looks like Weijie!)
(:D My lips are thick!:D)
(Eh Eh,don't stick out your tounge,i eating)
(She seems so tired uh..)
(I seem so happy uh-.-)
(What are you doing!?*PULLS OUT HER TOUNGE)
(I know you love me :D)
(Sorry yek keng,i know you had it hard)
(Lovel looks like huijuan-.-)
(SMILE!)
(JUST ME!ONLY! :D)
(HMMMMS)
(Don't wanna look at her-.-)
(She's outside)
Had lessons in the morning.
Mr Lim showed us Army Daze.Haha
But i watched finish it a few days ago.
Then later me,vel,juan and yek took
some photos using my Vaio.Haha.
Met up with Jeslyn outside my class.
Then me,vel,haishah and Jes went to
the Halal restaurant at yewtee.The
Food there wasn't good luh.The price
was quite exp ley...Then took some photos
@ mac cafe.Haha. When we were leaving..
Jeslyn found out that she lost her EZ-LINK!
wahahas.I told her "What is EZ LINK?IC LIAO LA!
HAHA" (Thought IC can't be used as a transport payment-.-)
Then went lot to slack for a while.Train-ed to batok.
Went home
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Gavin wants to go to Taj Mahal!

2009-10-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

Sprain my neck in the morning):
Went to school as usual.Woah,
today's weather,atmosphere,music
in class was the best for sleeping!
Went for reporting at MCYS today.
Hmms,very tired after reporting.
Went lot 1 to meet zhu(jeslyn).
Talking all the way till we reach
batok.Hahs,took 173-homed.

有很多话想对你说

2009-10-19T08:20:00.001-07:00

♥Don't let me go.
================

Celebrated Rayhan's birthday at
Warren today.Went jubeat-ing
after celebrating .Train-ed home.

♥I didn't leave,at all.

2009-10-18T12:17:00.001-07:00

She msged me today out of a sudden
It came to suddenly.All sorts of feeling
came to me,mixed.Happy,Shocked,Surprised

It was our 18 months. 1 year and 6 months
to be exact.Even though i don't get to see
her oftenly.She's living in my heart.Images
of her kept flashing through.I've tried to move
on,just like her.But,i couldn't.I don't know
if there's a chance for us to patch back.
But,i will keep on waiting.Until the day
she gives me an answer.

If you ask me what it's like to miss
someone.I'll tell you to cherish what
you have...

18o4o9

2009-10-16T12:23:00.000-07:00

(Yawns!My turn to dream!So long!)

Can human control what they want to dream?
According to what i've heard.There are only
2 people in this world who can control what
they want to dream,and -what they want to do
in their dreams.One in London,and one in the States.

Maybe i have this ability too
There was once,i told myself.
To dream of her,and i did.But i couldn't
figure out how did i do that.

Why do people dream?
A scientist explained that this
is because that dreams is one's
sub-concious mind that makes
people dream.Another theory is
that people dream things that comes
with reality.The 2 dreams i had because
of her.Is it reality?Will it happen in the
future?Can i call it premonition?

2009-10-15T07:25:00.001-07:00

(The old me is dead and gone..dead and gone)

Yeaps!!Its the last day of exams today.OMG
finally,4 days without sleep.Finally.Finally.
Had F&N and SEA history today.
I was sleeping throughout F&N after i
did 1 hour finishing the questions.
SEA history was quite hard today.
But World History was quite easy yesterday.
Hmms!Went to yewtee with desmond.Saw
May2 and her friend.Then we were talking
about weijie,and he pooped! popped out infront
of us...lol. Then went to lot with weijie.We got
stuck in somewhere.LOVEL came to save us!
Wahahs,I treated her to liang teh for saving us.
LOL.then i sent weijie to Cdanz .Went back
to shop.Head back to lot and its jubeat time!
Wahhas.Saw Jocasta and Alvina.Slack with them
till 7.50.Hahas,train-ed home.
Was here at 10.29

So you found yourself?Who are you?
I guess you would have deleted those
messages.The messages the day we
got together.The messages we sent
each other before you went for malacca
into 2008.I am desperate to know what you're
really thinking right now.Sigh.

2009-10-13T09:15:00.001-07:00

Yes!Its chicken essence.

Yeaps,it was a boring day today
Had physics and geog paper today
SURE FAIL.lol=.=
Went back home around 2 something.
Slept at 4.30 and woke up at 8.
then ,come here to study again lo!

2009-10-13T01:37:00.000-07:00

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以复合.....

2009-10-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

Yangfong's birthday celebration
______________________

Went to lot,meet up with sam,ad,jia yi
and Daohong.Then around 4 something
meet up with yangfong they all
Around 5 go warren.loL.
then 7.plus then cut cake.HAhas
Jocasta go piaks Yf 's face into the cake!
Cake-fight started.Heng i nvr tio any
Train-ed home around 7.50
LOl.

i am sorry.my attitude just can't
change in a short period of time.
So even if i get into trouble with it.
I don't want you to care about it.
I am no one to you.
I am sorry to give you so muchtrouble this past 1 year and going
5 months.Maybe,we are just not
the fairytale you want.If you still
love me,let it go.I am not worth
your love.Let it go.

2009-10-08T11:46:00.000-07:00

I want happiness for you my lady.

If you're the princess,then i am the prince who can't
give you what you want.

If you're the lady,i am not the gentleman.

Although,you've been hurt before.
But its this prince who hurt you.
Princess,please.Not other
prince are like this prince.
Other prince can give you the
fairytale you want.

Please,Be happy(:
Sorry that i still can't give you
what you want.I am trying hard
to possess it.Unless you are able
to wait and accept me again
. If not,let others have the
chance to love you(:

PS: My lady,you must live in happiness,
not sorrows.

2009-10-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

Was having a nap during this afternoon.

Around 5 to 8pm.Hahas,this 3 hours was the

best moment for me. I was being drag into dream

land.But never expected,i was with rachel and jackson.

We were on the way to Desmond's House.While we reach

there,i saw wati in desmond's house.Oh,what the hell.What

is she doing there.Ok,i didn't know why ,but desmond's father

ask me to take care of him.=.=.We went outside,maybe to play

candles.But,i was using my laptop.I was listening to my earpiece

then i was so focused on the screen.I turn around and saw that

they were gone.I turn back to my screen and look back at the enviroment

i found out i was at somewhere else.I found myself walking back home.

As usual,to me.I went back home around the afternoon to study.

When i went into my study room. I stunned for a moment.She was

there!Ling was sitting there.Ok,maybe i got over excited.I didn't know

we 'patched' in the dream.Yeah,everything's normal.It was just fine.

Suddenly,the whole house blackout.I ran up to her.LOL,everything

came back to normal.Last thing i could remember was that we were

fixing the air-con.

Then...I was being woked up by my father.Nvr expected it to be

that everything was just a dream.but,although it was a dream

its still worth it to see her in my dreams.Yeah.Hope to dream

of her more often.

2009-10-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

Park Bom is so pretty!Especially when she is
in the bunny suit!Wahahas.

Quite tired when i woke up today..urghs.

Slept at 2 yesterday waiting for someone

to message me. Woke up around 1.30pm

today.Was being wake by my ahma.She

banged my room de door like crazy.

All because of my mum=.=

Went to ten mile for lunch and

head off hor hausman.I only caught

one sea bass today.Wth!

grr.Tzi char's for today's dinner.

2009-10-02T23:43:00.001-07:00

Love is just like a beach of sand.

You have to grab it tightly.

If you let go,it will never come back.

Unless its yours,It will come back

eventually.

STUDY STUDY STUDY
STUDY UNTIL FUCKED UP!!

2009-10-01T06:34:00.000-07:00

English examination today.
Not sure to call it easy or hard.
Lol.Then after exam went to
yewtee with.Huijuan ate Vanilla
Cone,Me and maymay ate
strawberry sundae.Haha
then weijie ate chocolate
sundae.Then we went back
to school for revision.Hahas,
me and weijie heart to heart talk.
Then we went lot after that.Hahas.
Walk around,saw a dunearn girl
who look very familiar.Haha.
Then saw kelly bei and her friend.
Haha,went home around 6 something.
Yeah.

I am trying hard,but its too hard
Tell me that you still lov me.

My heart gone crazy when i thought

i saw you just now.But,sigh.Its not

you

2009-09-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

Yeah!Sorry for not updating these
few days.My blogger got quite a few
problem.Haha.

Today was esther's birthday la.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Haha.She kena splashed water
by me today in school :D

Then after school,went to
shiyun's hse to watch Hanna
Montanah.=.=

Then went yewtee to return
the disc with lovel.LOL.

Then went home ler.

We're drifting,the feelings is
fading too.I understand the
problem is that you are not
the one with the problem.
Its me who doesn't know how
deep i have hurt you.

I met someone recently.
She's a nice girl.But, i do
not know whether to
go for it.

2009-09-11T11:42:00.000-07:00

Well,it seems that today is the last day of the 1 week holiday to me.
Going for CSO tomorrow at jamiyahs's nursing home.
Went to Boon Lay Place with Wei and Hao.

There was Jenson,Alvin,Yuancheng they all.
Pool,followed by LAN.Then cabbed back to
shop.Followed by going home.Had a sumptous
dinner with my family.hahs,love that.

I know my childish's actions
hurt you.I know you're not
gonna accept me again.But
please,give me time to forget
you. I am afraid of your cold
shoulders.Sorry.

2009-09-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting for so long.
Well,lets talk about yesterday which
was saturday.

I went to lot one yea.Then i smsed her,
and ask her where was she.She said that
she was going to lot one from her dance place.
Of course,yea,i missed her badly and just hope
that can see her.I asked,and she agreed.I was
at the arcade playing jubeat when i saw her.
My heart beat like crazily.I didn't know the feeling
is still so strong.

Looking at her,just makes me feel secure.At least i know
that she is safe,happy and smiling.When i saw her laugh
and smile that day,i felt happy too.Its a kind of happiness
to see the one that you love happy,it is.

Be happy ok?Take care of yourself,especially
you are coughing these few days.Dont eat
too much fried stuffs.Anyways,thanks
for letting me to see you.

2009-08-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

I was the one who gave up the fairytale
we had.Actually,i am very ashamed of
myself.I didn't even know why did i have the
face to mention the word "patch".I realised
how juvenile was i for my age.

If seeing of me makes you think of those
unhappy memories,then i will disappear
from your life.Because,i am afraid that
,you would turn to hate me.Sorry.

How i hope things would be the same
again,but i know.Its impossible for you
to accept me once again.But i don't want
us to be termed as friends.I know i am
contradicting myself.

But i am just here,wandering at the same spot
.If you need me anytime for anything.I am here.
Sorry.

2009-08-21T08:46:00.001-07:00

Today was a happy day for me,know why?
HAHS,i dreamnt of her.Wow,it was like
in the perfect dreamland for me eh?

Normally in my dreams,its very blur and
i couldn't regconise who was i with.
But this time,it was so clear.Its her.
We were chatting away happily,its a
happy feeling.Although its just a dream,
it felt real.I am as contented though.

But then,the most frustrating thing is...
I heard my mother voice-,-,it was time
for school.WTH,spoil the whole ambiance
and had to leave that dream.

How i hope that i would never leave
that dream and never wake up again.
Wahahas

2009-08-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

One ,One of the chapters. Or ,you could say a verse has just ended
in my life.It was a tiring one,a hard one. Or i could say,the big stone
is off my heart. But this chapter has lead to many consequences.
The one shouldn't be punished,was punished.The one who should be punished,
was being let off easily. Is the law fair?I couldn't judge,i don't judge.
Only the judge judge. But,the mastermind of this chapter,was being punished
fairly.Is the law fair again?I don't judge.

Here,i want to thank the people who were by my side during this whole chapter.
1st of all, my parents.2ndly,Lovel,Rachel,OCK,Ah fong,Wilson,Johanthan and alot
more who has supported me morally or by actions. Thanks guys.

My aims in life now is that to put studies in my 1st priorty.
the next one,of course is to be with my family and to treasure
the times i am with them. Followed by,of course i hope to win her
heart back.But i know its impossible.What i really wished for is
that she could pick herself up and move on with life with
happiness in her. Of course,if she allows me to help her pick
up the pieces,i would do it unconditionally.

2009-08-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

2009-08-09T00:14:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time,there was a prince and a princess.
They were living very happily ,until one day.
A ferocious dragon captured the princess.
The prince was determined to get the princess
out at all cost!

The prince found the cave of the dragon
after much effort.Soon,the dragon came
to "welcome" the prince's arrival.
Ferocious battle started,both of
them were badly injured.Finally,
the winner is out,the prince.

The prince was very excited
to get the princess out.Only
to found out that the cell
was locked.He took a key
from the dragon and used it,
but unluckily it couldn't
open the door.

Only then,the prince found
out that the princess was the
one who locked herself inside
the cell.The prince could do
nothing.The prince was very
upset,seeing his princess
being locked herself up and
could do nothing about it.

The only way that the princess
could be freed,is that the princess
unlock the door herself and free
herself out.

(My princess,i really hope
you would open the door,and free
yourself and be happy)

2009-08-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

如果我真的出现在不对的时间的话，
Then can we rewind the tape
and replay the whole thing can
make it right?

＊如果时间真的能倒流的话，我发誓绝不让你流半滴眼泪。＊

2009-07-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

18o410，她会和我共度那天吗？
她说的我们，是不是我和她？

我，发现。其实我一无所有，
我什么都不知道。只有那颗
爱她和念这她的心。可惜，
我无法拿出来给她看。

我是一个很容易满足的人。
我不要求她回到我身边。
只希望她快乐，看到她
美丽的微笑。我就心满意足
了。

我心里，当然，很想她回到
我的身边。但，我想。。
她是不会给我任何机会。
她决定不让自己再受到
任何伤害。

但我所需要的。是一个机会，
让我证明，我很需要她，
永远的守护她。再也不会
再让她受到任何的伤害。

法官判我缓刑。最怕，就
是她判我死刑。

(见到你快了，对我是一种幸福。见到你伤心或痛苦，对我是一种折磨）

2009-07-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

It will be our 1 year and 3rd month
if i didn't let you go.Time seem
to slow down without you being by my side.
Hope to celebrate 18o41o with you.

遗忘了自己，却无法忘记你

2009-07-24T10:01:00.000-07:00

What can i do?Having a tumor in my
head.And i feel that something is living
inside the tumor.It just keep shaking.
Does operation help?I don't think so.
Can anyone help me?Or maybe,a psychologist is all i need.

2009-07-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

Mentally,physically or love.I should be duly punished.

I took all 3 punishment at one time.
Can i endure the torture?
Physically,i got my punishment yesterday.

Mentally and Love,I got it 1 year back then.Its hard to live life without her.
I can endure for 1 year,what about
the coming years?I am losing the balance soon.I may breakdown anytime.But,i don't blame anyone for this.Its all my own doings.

I really love the places i have been to her.(Lot 1 third floor,food culture. ;Lot 1 fifth floor arcade and cinema)(Blk 342 void deck playground,where we wrote down our love.)(Jurong Entertainment Centre [JEC] ,third floor ice skating place.The sweetest memories took place)(Bus 190 and LRT,the transport we took when i send her go home)(The bridge near her house,where we walk,slowly and happily)All these are the sweetest moments,although i've lost it.But i still treasure & cherish them.I do go to these places,oftenly.But,alone.I'm sorry.

2009-07-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

Guys,do you hate yourself?
I do.I hate myself for being such
a stupid.I hate myself to the core.

Everytime i see a pair of happy couple.
I would envious them.Take it for example,Jack.My friend,he is those type
of nerdy looking,a little fat fat.But,he knows how to treasure his girlfriend.
The 2 of them has gone through a long time.I wonder how did they do it?Take it for example Wilson,my good bro.He changed so much after came out.He got himself a girlfriend,he does cherish her and treasure her.Well,that old hongster wilson is gone.

For me?I had a good girlfriend in the past,or 1 year back then.I let go of her
because of some imbecile reasons.What the hell was i thinking at that period?
I don't know.I admit,i was too childish,and was harsh into making decisions.I always talk in terms and conditions.Why couldn't i be more mature?Why couldn't i give her sense of security?I hope that she will find the change in me.But i don't dare to wish for more,because i know.I can't take things for granted.

Guys out there,if you have found yourself a good loving partner.Please,cherish and treasure them,do not let go of them.Treasure every moments you have with them.Do not follow my footsteps.Regrets come into my mind only when it is too late.Goodluck guys!

2009-07-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

如果不小心伤害了你
你不要太伤心
因为我真的不是故意
让你受委屈

既然相爱了那么久
不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来之不易
我真的不想放弃

baby so sorry
baby 别伤心
我依然爱着你想着你
别离去没有你的日子真的好空虚
baby 在一起
baby 别哭泣
我依然疼着你念着你
我的心永远属于你

原谅我这一次
我真的,好想你
不管你离我多么遥远
我会一直等着你

oh baby i know you still love me
come back my lover
玲:我在等着你的爱

2009-07-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

I want to let you know.
Maybe if we don't have the chance
to be together anymore.I want you to know
that i will still keep on loving you,think of you,
be there when you need it.My ears are open wide
for you 24/7.If there's anything troubling you,give me
a call.I am really very sorry and regretful that i hurt
you in the past.Ily.

2009-07-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

一年前，和你分手后。我经历了很多事情。
最终，我了解一个道理。女人是拿来疼爱，
拿来珍惜。不是拿来当玩具。我的内心话
就是，我真的很想和你说对不起，我还爱
着你。这段日子以来，无形的压力以愧疚
感，押的我喘不过气。我用了不适当的手
法来疏解压力。抽烟，喝酒，一只都没有
离开过我。如果，有重来的机会。我会对
你说，Baby你就是我的唯一。但是知道
这个愿望，已经被你抛弃。放开你，是我
最大的遗憾。一切都是我的错。一切，只
希望时间能够倒流。不，这一切的一切，
都不是你的错，一切都是我的错。
对不起，我爱你。

等。

2009-07-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

So you think i treat it as nothing happened huh?
If thats what you think,then ure wrong.
The most unbelieveable thing is that,you shouted me,fuck.
Yes,it hurts.But what can i do?I am not blaming you for this.
I get what i deserved for making the wrong moves,stepping
out the wrong step.Maybe you will say i am indirect for this,
but no.i am not.I know,you won't give me a chance anymore.
But deep down inside,you're still the one i love,deeply.
You're forever on my mind.

i know you seeing me once more will hurt you again.
I swear i won't hurt you again anymore.
I will disappear,far away from you.I will stay in a dark
corner.Never to be seen again.Don't love me anymore,
go find the right one for you,and be happy.My biggest
regret in life is to let you go,my biggest wish is to see you
happy.i will still carry on doing what i had promised,this
is the only thing i can do for you.Hope that i can hold you tight,
for this one last time.
You're not alone,goodbye my lover.

我知道♥对不起。
由始至终，都爱你。

2009-07-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

Should i pop the question,or should i just stay where am i
now?And just wait in silence.What should i do?
Tell me,anyone,tell me.

2009-07-06T09:32:00.001-07:00

Anyone,tell me whats the definition of sense of security and maturity.thanks.

2009-07-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

记得,我们第一次见面的时候．你穿着校服．
脸上,戴着美丽的笑容．你融化了我的心．
记得,我们看的第一部电影．
记得,我那了你的电话号码．
记得,我发简讯给你．
记得,我们的甜言蜜语．
记得,我们成为了男女朋友．
记得,我们触摸对方的手．
记得,我们接吻．
记得,我们一起溜冰．
记得,我们第一次吵架．
记得,我们分开了．
记得,我们的故事．

当我们人类失去时．才会懂得珍惜．
当我们后悔时,已经来不及了．
有些东西失去了,还找的回．
最怕就是找不回．
我的心很小．只能容纳你一个．
但,你呢?

也许,我死的那一天。
我对你的爱会告一段落。
如果有一天，你恨下心说你
以放弃了。我会默默的离开，
我一个人走。但，我会在世界
的某一个角落，默默的守护着你。

（不死心还在）

2009-06-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know if you will let go.
I don't know if you love me anymore
I don't know if i am important to you anymore
I don't know who you are with
I don't know who you are close to

I won't let you go
I still love you like i was
You are still as important as me

But i was the one who let you go
tha time.It was stupid of me.
I did wrong.If i had change
We will still be together.

I can't hold on.
I am losing my balance
I love you

2009-06-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

Out alone on the lonely cold streets
You were not with me,i wonder why?
My head is spinning,from all the mistakes
i've done.I don't know why,u felt so far .
A voice came and tell me so,that i am desperate for you.

Why did i lost my soul to you,a woman
that its so confused.My love never
change for you.I wonder why,your
feelings fade.Sorry for all the thing
that i've done to you.I wanted to apologize
but its all too late.You said the feeling
will be never the same again.If there's
one more time,i will never let you slip
off my finger ever again.I don't want
you to be perfect,I just want you
to be mine.Things can be the
same as they were before.

2009-06-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

Your appearance in my life is just a fake.
You are just passing by.You are not the real
one.You are a fake.But,you made me know
who really loves me.Thank you.

I am sorry that i ever thought of giving you
up.I went through deep in my heart.
Only to know ,its you in there.

2009-06-04T00:59:00.000-07:00

I am lost.Where do i pick myself up.I do not know.
I am stuck between choices.Do i choose one of the choices?
Or i just give them up,and concentrate on other things in life?
I had wish someone would just pull me up.But i am deep down
in the bottomless pit.I am still falling,a rope would just save me.

I am really tired,really tired.
I hope there is a building that would
let me jump off.And things would just end.
In the end,i will nvr get anything,or lose anything.
泪，累。

How i hope,i can just go back to primary school.
No troubles,Nothing to worry.Life would be just
great.I don't even know what is my purpose of
coming into this world.

2009-05-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

Went hausman and fish today.Lol.Early when fishing,No Bite at all!
Very fucked up.lol.
Then nvm,i go wash hand..
Had a puff..Then go back
fishing..Then,suddenly got
a bite!OH MANS!
So exited.HAhas.There's the fish there>>>
Picture see not big right?
I got it compared to a
japanese slipper.Hahas.
3.6kg..Aiming higher
for the next one~!

2009-05-29T10:25:00.000-07:00

Devil has taken over me.What i've done ,hope that my god forgives me.
Dark side is beginning to arrive to me.Devil has taken control of me,i
do not even know what i am doing now.

I am not even who am i now.What have gotten over me.I seriously
do not even know.Every time i wake up,i really hope to see your angel
face everyday.You have thrown me into the ice box.I feel so cold.Cold
until i am being freeze-ed .Why do you treat me this way.The burning flame
is now gone.

My demon side is coming.Angel is gone.I really am not sure what i am going
to do next.More of the evil deeds i am going to do.More of those hurting
things i am gonna do.You ain't to be blame,everything's my fault.

2009-05-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

We are all earthlings,we should help each other,we fight as one
,stand as one.Regardless of Race,Language,Religion and skin colour.
No one should be treated unfairly.We are all equal.Each religion have
its own god.I believe that god wouldn't treat us unfairly.I believe in Karma.
We reap what we sow.

I disagree with the KKK(ku klux klan).They believe
in white supremacy.Well,everyone calls me a pek kuay.Does that mean i
am white,and have the white supremacy?I get along well with my malay
friends and indian friends.Although their skin color is different from me.
We still can get along well.KKK is just a clan where they only believe in
white supremacy,but that doesn't mean they rule.They said(i hate them breathe)
Does that mean they have to kill the blacks?The blacks are also human,well
if its in america,we just named them as african americans.Lets just hope
the KKK wave will end in this century,and don't influence the next generation.

We breath the same air,We stand in the same land.We drink the same
water.Why can't we talk in a gentle manner and don't exchange blows?

2009-05-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

Even i have to wait 1 more year,or 10 more years..
even if i can only hold your hand for only 1 day..Its worth it.
Worth it...

2009-05-23T10:06:00.000-07:00

缘分不是爱的加减乘除。
事实是，我们都深爱着彼此。
却没这个勇气去面对事实。

我的心，其实很狭窄。
只能容得下你。

你害怕结果。我害怕
的是你不给我机会打造一
个我们长长久久的结果。

我深信着，我只需一个机会。
来证明我们不是擦肩而过。
而是我们的缘分只是一时的暂停
一定有它继续的一天。

你说的对，我们都该长大了
我们必须面对事实。只要我们
都还爱着彼此，月老一定会再
把我们的红线牵回。

我只能微笑的对其他女生说：“我
还深深的爱着她”。
因为我相信。
只要我相信
就会有奇迹

2009-05-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

口是心非,18o4o8

During the most sweetest memories,
i know the misdoings that i have done,hurt you
too deeply.It left a scar in your heart.During that
time,i did not realise that how important was i to you.
I treated our relationship too lightly.Only when i
realise that u treated me so importanly,I've regretted.
But,I know its too late.Too late for me to regret,Too late
for me to realise,Too late for you to forgive me.
I know i am behaving too childish sometimes.
But i believed,i have change for the better.
You gave me the strength,the power,the energy .
I thought,letting go of you would be easy for me,
I was wrong,1 year have passed.
Only when i realised that you were so
important to me,you gave me the cold shoulders
I do not blame you at all,everything is all my fault
The image of you keep flashing through my mind.
I know,time is all we need.The wounds in your
heart are too deep.No matter how long,i am sure
your wounds will heal one day.Just hoping
that you have that smile with you
everyday.
ILOVEYOU.
(18o4o8)
You're my everything

2009-05-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

John looks like a geek here.hahas

Olivia's the one acting geek now~

John,no matter what,u still look like a girl:D

Today after school,
went stagmont with daohong.
Then waited for sam and john
to come.Hahas,then me,john,sam
went to yew tee and find jess and olivia.
Then slack at Yew tee MacCafe
for a while.Hahas,long time
no SLE gathering lerh.Miss them much mans!
Hahas.

我也真的很想你。
多希望能在次的陪你哭，笑。
我知道我深深的伤了你。
我再努力，却还是放不下你。
这份爱，始终没停过。
我爱你

2009-05-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

Birday boy on the middle

Birday boy acting like the boss

Camerman is me!

His bed?

Only know how to PA LOGO=.=

Lols,step=.=

Well,this bike is Jenson~

How he hope that the bike is his

A nice bike with a fucking face

Wolverine

Jenson

Satay Man Alvin

Sure cannot finish.Lol

Wolverine Origins.

London Choco Roll~~

He took this himself.Zilian Gui

Wolverine Origins 2

2007 wine=.=

We got the fire perfectly

HeavyWeight Champion

Sure having fun ehs

What is he doing?Omg,Obscene

Wahhas!Today is that Idiot's birthday!
I woke up around 11,nvr eat breakfast
jiu go meet them liao,GOOD RIGHT!
NO DOUBT!lol.Then went to lakeside
meet them.Walked to lakeshore condo.
Then go M mart,buy cigarretes for Hao,
3 packets at one go.Lol.
Then went in to lakeshore again.
Put the ingredients and marinate
in Jenson's hse.Then went down
to the pool,and they just jumped in
I waited for jenson to bring the
trunks as i nvr bring mine,Hahas.,
Thanks jenson~
Loraine came too.After swimming,
we went to a nearby Vegetarian Eatery
House and ate.So healthy right,we all.
Vegetarian party.Of course,Alvin is always
the last to finish the food,We all wait until
PEKCHEK! Whye keng is the most clever one
,his food came 1st,budden,he waited for alvin
to start eating,then he follow.Lol.After eating,we walked
to lakeshore again and took the ingredients,And,its the time
to start the fire!!Wahahas!Ok,Shit,me,jenson and loraine were
the only ones cooking.Alvin they all went swimming again=..=
Hahas,then we Yi bian Cook,Yi bian eat eat.Then around 8,
Suah diu already.We put off the fire,Then its time to open the wine!
Wahahs,I drank around 2 full cups,and my face become very red,
BUT!I Am not drunk!hahas.The birthday boy nvr tio any cake lor.
Then jenson take the ice water and poured on him.Hahas,
then around 8.14 we took group photo and went back home
.i went back to jurong and find my parents,then come back
here,shower ler.Then came here posting.Ok,gtg ler!
Very tired!Bye guys!

2009-05-15T08:09:00.000-07:00

(Yeaps,its me,thats how i look when
i am at home)UGLY EHS!hahas
my fringe is getting kinda long,so
had to use hairband and put up
my hair.Scared of those pimples
popping up one by one.Look like
girl right!HAHs

Today,is the most boring day of the
year.While,no need go school.Its like
so boring~~I rather go school and have
fun with my classmates=.=hahas,weije,
huijuan ,ben they all.LOl.i went to lot 1
to find the covering for my table tennis
bat,and they said it was OUT OF STOCKS!?
walao,my trip was wasted.Then went back
to jurong .Then came home around 6 something
ok,guys,have to go to sleep now,2moro still
have to wake up early.2moro is HAO de birthday!
WAHAHAS,gonna have fun!

2009-05-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Yeaps Yeaps,THATS ME!

Oh man!I love this guys man!

"AMITHABA" R.I.P

Guys!Sorry for not posting for sucha long time
hahas.After the exam today,went to lot one,then i
saw GRACE and friends.I go disiao grace and kersin
,of course,weijie accompanied me!Haha.
They were going to sentosa-.-
Hahas,then i went back home and changed.
Went to lot,Met weijie and yi chear.Hahas,
then we went DDR bonkers!Hahs,huijuan came
followed by May2 and serika.Then the gundu wati,
makes us wait the longest!lol.Then me and yichear
went to food junction and eat.Hahas,then wati they
all came up.Sam phoned me and ask if i wanna watch
movie with him,ad(superwoman) jack,and his stead.
Hahas,then i said yes.We went to watch "ANGELS &
DEMONS"It was all about catholism ,i couldn't make it
out why it was call angels and demons=.=(NO OFFENCE
TO CATHOLICS) hahas.Then i went JUBEAT bonkers with
weijie=.=LOL.then went to 340 and smoked with the gang!
Long time nvr go out with the gang ler..So,we tooked a "Family"
photo.hahas.Then they left,leaving me and daohong alone. Then
we went to find desmond at lot.Walk Walk a while,smoked with
DH,then i sent them to the interchange,and i went home myself!
And came here posting !hahas

How i hope,to write a post,that is all about me and you going out
together one day..But,some things are never meant to be happen.How
i long to be with you again one day.But,heaven make fool of us.We went
passed each other,i wanted to look back.But,you never gave me a chance.
How i hope miracle would happen.But,miracles are only meant to be in
fairy tales.I love you.

2009-05-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

Took some photos when i was feeling
bored at home..Hahas,Quite high quality
right!Hahas,these flowers and grass are
so freaking nice..Lol.
Ok,got to go study for f&n !
FUCK-UP subject,11 chapters
and 3 essays to remember.
Gonna die tonight in front of my
laptop:D

2009-05-02T05:08:00.000-07:00

)
(Erm,Xavier,what are u doing?Vanish Power 02!
They know what i meant~!

Then become i kena pangseh-ed by them...

(2 male,1 female)!Hahas,Huijuan know what
i meant~~

(Oh,poor xavier,kena pangseh by us...)
(NO!is he walk away himself de lorh!..

(Vin and HuiJuan,JUST MARRIED!)hahas.

(SOLO.hahas,credits to Benson)

Ok,I wasn't prepared for this,so,sorry for my
jiao face.Credits to Xavier.

Went to Bukit Batok for breakfast with my parents.
Then went to gombak and meet them.Ok ,i was the 2nd.
Xavier came in first.I thought i was the 1st!!Xavier came
at 2,i reached on the dot.2.30
HAHAS.then huijuan 3rd,May was the fourth..Ok..
we were slacking around CUM waiting for the 5th!
And know who is the 5th?DESMOND!he make us
wait for another 45 mins!OMG.fedup !hahas.
Then while waiting,we went to the gombak stadium
there.Fool-ed around.HAHA.took photos~then play
around.hahas.Then we went to the station,then i called
Desmond,He say he reached ler..Finally,the"BOSS" reached.
Hahas,then we walked to beson's hse.Wah,mansionate leii
.Siao siao.Hahas.then go his room..Study Study,then end
up later telling ghost story,Xavier became the joker of the
day.Make us LAUGH like HELL!!hAHAS.what vanish power
o2,then what muscle man!LOL.had a fun story-telling.Then
around 7,we went down ..then we thought benson at home.
Then u ran down and make us mistake that he's the Spidey!
Your friendly neighbourhood neighbour.LOl.
Then Desmond was being left out by us.Then
he ran to us!LOL.Then we walked to mrt.then was
fooling around all the way.Their MRT came 1st..
Then know what i said to huijuan when the mrt was closing?
Hahas,let u all guess yourself lahs.Then i went back to batok..
then came back here posting.Gonna eat dinner now!
Bye guys!

Had a fun days,thanks ya guys!

2009-04-30T07:12:00.000-07:00

(Perfect lunch,Perfect Egg)

(Done by me,lovel,shiyun and rachel.where's
esther one?OMG.lol)

(F&N Pratical Test)

Ok,The weather's cold in the morning..The school
is talking about the Swine Flu.I HATE IT.seriously,
i gonna SCREW the swine flu if it can turn into a female
human body SERIOUSLY.Went back to class after morning
assembly.Then mr khairol was in charge for the taking of
temperature.Then there was this so called"IMPORTANT
PAPER" for us to bring back home and let our parents sign
it.After taking the papers,we went to the F&N room and
prepare our ingredients.HuangPeng received a msg from
dunno which idiot saying we had to go back to class.Hon Gan
liao loh liddat,Me,rachel,lovel,shiyun,esther lim and more of
us went back to class.Then mr khairol say MAIKE,a china guy
from our class lost his IMPORTANT PAPER.i was like,WHAT
HAS THIS FUCKING ISSUE GOT TO DO WITH US.Lovel
even said that maybe Maike put in his bag and forget about it.
AND,lovel was RIGHT!Maike came back with the papers on his
hands.This issue make us RAN UP and RAN DOWN around 4
times.WTF.I gonna say everything ,because I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
Nothing is TABOO.After that,we left 2 short periods to do our test.WTF.
then cook cook cook.Everybody from 3-6 is FED UP!NOT ENOUGH TIME.
then HENG ah,my cooking still ok.Just in time.^ ^ got the photo of my results.
hahas.Not bad hor...
LOL.then after that we had a "PICNIC" in class.Omg,all of us swarmed to one
corner and ate the things we cooked.MY LUNCH BOX became empty in
a short period!the Sliced Chicken Sausage was finished by esther,My Oyster
mushrooms was finished by LOVEL.then my Chicken meat was finished by
XAVIER.Shiyun and Lovel munched on my Brown Rice.Hahas,i kept eating
the prawns prepared by rachel.Mans,prawns are me and rachel de favourite hor!
Then the D&T student,Desmond was beside us,giving us "advice" on how we
can improve our cooking.lol.After school,really nothing to do,then went back home lor
SIZAI SIiiiannn.NO LIFE mans.Nvm,its a studying day for me 2moro!
GONNA MUG THE WHOLE DAY~

2009-04-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

(Drowned With Sorrows)

After school,on the way out to school,
i saw thomas tan with yang fong,then i
went over to them.He was going to have
a talk with him.I joined in.After talking,
me,yang fong and michelle went 764
.After smoking,me and yangfong went to
yew tee point..then went to the four leaves
there to buy cake,for who?LIMIN!its her
birthday today.Hahas.then walked back
to school,we celebrated in the parent's
support room.Then after the celebration,
me and fong went smoking again.Hahas,
cannot tahan not to smoke when have cigarettes
,its really hard to control sometimes.Then i went
to take bus 307.Went back to shop,use com...
Then went to NTUC and buy the ingredients
for 2moro's F&N test.Had a fun time with my
parents buying the ingredients,hahas!I love
my parents!!Then went back home and cooked
.Testing out the food.Then showered and came
here posting.

After the rain,the sun came out and shone brightly
on us.Hope its the same too for the World's recession
and the Latest SWINE flu.Take good care of your body
guys!

29o4o9..
Its 1 year and 11 days....

2009-04-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

Ok!I bought my " new wife" today!
the picture's are up there ^ ^
The new "wife" and the equipments are bought
and my "wife's" brand is DAIWA,its quite a good
brand!Omg,i love it.I gonna fish straight away after
the MYE!And,i went to HAUSMAN fishing farm today,
i caught at least 9 to 10 fishes today,Got Sea Bass,got Grouper
and two more kinds of fish that i don't know what is it called
in english,but i know it in chinese.Hahas.Then went back to eat,
then came home and watch HONG XING DA JIANG.omg,i thought
the female lead award was gonna be Jeanette Aw!But it turned out to be Joanne
Peh..What a disappointment..ahh...I can only say Chen han wei's acting
in Bu Fan De Ai was superb.He deserved the male lead award!

2009-04-25T18:50:00.000-07:00

PUNISH TO PURIFY!NOW!

Going to buy my new set of fishing
things today,the rod the hooks..omg
Thinking of this,i am going crazy!Too
excited.Wahahas.Coming back later
at night!

2009-04-25T09:52:00.000-07:00

(Rachel hair flying,cos the fan was pointing at her-.-)

(She's the birthday girl!)

(Nice pose,but somehow,a little bit obscene)

(Rachel,u can tahan anot.Relac ah u)

(Lovel's singing and Esther's posing,others?HOW I NOE?)

(Yeaps,this was what we barbecued in the afternoon
,more food to eat!)

(I am not inside any of these pictures,cos
i am the CAMERAMAN!)

Today was lovel's birthday.I reached lot around 2
to meet rachel and kayal.Then shiyun and haishah
was there earlier than us.Then that stupid desmond
put me plane=.= Left me one guy nia.When i reached,
they were singing karaoke.I JOINED IN of course.....
LOL.then after singing for a little while,we started the
BBQ-ing.Oh mans,the food was GREAT.then we went down
to the void deck and played twister=.=After twisting" we went
back and we sing more!Hahas,i sanged one more song then i went
back home lerh.hahas,had quite a fun time today.Thanks Guys.hahas.

2009-04-24T00:29:00.000-07:00

This was taken during History Lesson!HUIJUAN!
ur smile very fake nehs!HAHA.Then that idiot
Benson there,act ghost face=.=

Yea,Guys,so tiired.worn out.continue studied for 5 days=.=
hahas,in class,everybody like hyper today lorh.I only want take
photo with huijuan,then all COME In !LOls.hahas.liya's eyes like
gold liddat.weijie most cute.hahas.After school,went stagmont
to find daohong,then sm0ke sm0ke,come back home...

TIRED.

2009-04-22T03:04:00.001-07:00

2009-04-22T03:00:00.000-07:00

(This is the picture when we finished our massage~)

Today in class,Shazilla massage my back,then i massage liya's one.Hahas,
like a massaging chain.LOL.then weijie also kena massaged by shazilla
shazilla's massage quite comfortable.LOl.
then after school,went for Napfa test.Then weijie,benson they all
also got go.hahas.

2009-04-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day i had!I sleep through
the chemistry lesson,but i managed to
get all correct for the worksheet miss lai
gave!hahas.Then after school,went for Table
Tennis,its the last day for this term,and its
gonna stand down.I played HARD!hahas.
after that,went to lot,then go to mrt there,
then saw xiang,then we went to slack for a while,
then i went back to batok.On bus ,i saw liyana
and her friend.hahas,then go back to shop,
then came home!:D
Hahas,good night earthlings.What a tired
day it was!

2009-04-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

Guys!i am back ,lol,not from anywhere,but,from school!hahas
School started later today.During class,everything were normal,
just that i am addicted to the keyboard!hahas.Then after school,
go slack ,then go to school library and see my friend's audition.
Nah,thats not the place for me.My world is at the hall,the table,
the game,and YES!Its Table Tennis,PING PONG!forget to bring
my bat today!SHIT!nvm,use the school bat,i won james!Happy mans!
hahas,then after training,trained back to bat0k,then came back home!
LOLs,goodnight guys!I am tired too,my eyes are closing,i gonna
drop dead!:D

2009-04-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

(Little bit of nudity,Hope you all don't mind!)
Woke up around at 10,
woke up automatically ,don't why.
hahas.Then ate macaroni.Then slack until around
12.Go change,i had a hard time finding my stupid jeans!
OMG.but in the end,still found it!Hahas.Then went to take
173,today quite fast,the bus.Hahas.Then t00k 173 to batok,
then took the mrt to clementi.Then went to meet Wei,hao,alvin
and wai keng.Then we went K-BOXING!HU HA!.hahas,mans,
i had a great time!heng nvr lose my voice,if not that toot anling
gonna laugh!hahas.Then after kboxing,when back to jurong.they
went home.i wait for my parents,then go eat.then came back.
then my cousin were playing mahjong in my hse.lol.dunno why they
like mahjong so much.After showering,i came here and post!wahahs.
took some photos.!

2009-04-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

Today quite fun.Hahas,Liya,Afiq and Lovel
is april babies,then we help them celebrate in class,played cake!hahas.After school,Mr Thomas Tan
came to me and ask where is yang fong,he needed
him to dig more holes,i told him i don't know,then
i help him dig,wahahas.Then when i go out of school,
i saw daohong.Then he say he sm0ke finish,what a moron
,nvr jio me.Wtf.Suah,then go back to shop,and faceb00ked,playedfarmtown.hahas.Thenwenthome.hahas!

2009-04-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

After School,found daohong,
then went to minimart and bought drinks.
He accompany me go stadium for training.
Then today bukit batok sec sports day at stadium.
Maya and shihui came ,and what?I like 1 year nvr
see Maya already.LOL then she went for her sports day
and i continued my training.After training,i waited her for
around 10 mins.Good right,wait for her.Lol.She so long mans=.=Then we walk to the bus stop.And that moron maya,ask me to walkto lot 1,I was like tired like hell already,she still ask me walk.=.=Actually don't want walk de lorh.She keep pestering me,then okays lawalk lorh .....Then while walking,she told her friends i am her "boyfriend"
okay,some of the friends were quite retard~~they believe it.Then reach lot,took the mrt to bukit batok.Then took 173 with maya,then i reached home.so siians,hahas.
Sigining off~~~
Thinking of what to write for
today's post.hmms~~~

2009-04-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

I know i did heavier than you did.
I regretted so much,till i now bury
myself with studies and homework.
I realise the wrong was not because
you did not take much initiative,it
was because i did not have that enough
trust in you.

I am still thinking of those sweet moments
we had together 1 year ago.the place
we went together,the movie we watch together.
the time when i sent you home.

I am just hoping that i have the chance to
re-live those sweet moments with you.I just need
one more chance to show you how much i love you.
I really regretted what i did,Just hoping you
can give yourself and me a chance.I will
definitely give u all the trust.

2009-04-04T04:51:00.000-07:00

Today at home,my family and i offered joss
sticks to my ancestors,because its QING MING JIE
hahas.My relatives came too.
Then i went to shop around 2.Used com
then slack around.Hahas,then daohong msged
me.Ask me want go lot anot.Then i said ok,
i went to lot,reached earlier than him lorh.lol
then i waited for him outside Mcdonalds ,
then he came,i thought he was alone.Then
suddenly,wilson,johnathan and wilson's girlfriend
pop out.Lol.Then i wear formal,johnathan keep saying
i go orchard road=.=
Hahas,Then wilson suan me what,give me pink colour
rose-----Wtf.LOl.
Then when we walking to The Warren,we saw yongqin
and dingyang.Then we go warren find ahlum.
So long nvr see him,Then slack around,hang around.
Me and daohong go second floor smoke.Then wilson
and johnathan came.lOL.
then me and daohong go back lot,played JUBEAT!
man,he play the extreme one,then me and his
device connect one.Then omg,its so fast loh.
i cannot catch up.lol.
Then i went back home and came here POSTING!
sigining off!

2009-04-03T07:35:00.000-07:00

Yay!She received my roses and .and.She love it!
Mans,i am all over the moon now.

Today is such a tiring day.Woke
up around 7 today.yeahs,normal lahs
.Hahas,But then today in class.Rachel
was like emo-ing all the way lorh.She
even ask me for penknife.I was like.
Oh mans.What happened.Quite shock sia
me.After school.Went to 765 with daohong.
Smoking lahs.Hahas.Then we went to minimart.
I bough Hundered plus.And man,my shoulder was
aching .Then went to Stadium for table tennis training.
Things smoothly for me this week.I defeated james 3 times
this week!And it was like,a new record for me.Hahas.
Then i went back to shop,use my lappy.Then i use use use,
around 3,then i fall asleep .and when i woke up,its
5 pm already!Omg.Hahas.Then went back home
and makan dinner.Then came online again.
I saw Anling's blog,and she wrote about the
rose i gave her.Oh man,i am now all
over the moon,even "chang-e" cant control
me!Hahas.Signing off!

2009-04-02T09:05:00.001-07:00

2009-04-02T05:59:00.000-07:00

What is your definition of a good and long-lasting relationship?

In a relationship,Mutual trust is quite important.But,there should be a limit to it.
Example.A guy should not be alone with a girl,And a girl should not be alone with
a guy.These simple action will cause misunderstanding and lead to a break up.

Initiative,non-initiative?The old saying,Guys should take the initiative?
21st century,girls should also take initiative too.These simple initiative
will increase the bond between the both gender.Taking initiative to call
your boyfriend or girlfriend,even the sad ones ,after receiving the call
will become happy too!There are questions you need to ask when
calling the other party,like asking ,had you eaten your meal?Have you
showered?How's your mood today.Try to encourage them if the other
party is feeling moody today.

1st month,1st year?Couple should at least meet each other 3 times
a week.On each month anniversary,both party should at least keep
each other the whole afternoon,or even till at night.Hahas.
A little actions can cause the both party to be happy all night.
Like holding hands,or a kiss on the cheeks.Or pinching the girl's
cheek with little energy used.

Spice up the feelings and enjoy your way to a long-lasting
relationship.

A Man's Feeling(男人的心声）

2009-03-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

Does a girl ever wonder,Why is a guy jealous?

There are a lot of reasons why a guy is jealous over his love.
Firstly,Let me tell you a few of it.

1st, A guy is jealous because his girl is always going out with another guy
or a "Bunch" of guys.

It is quite easy to understand,This guy is jealous and afraid,it is not because he
does not trust his girl,its because he is afraid that the other guys may do something
unappropriate to the girl.Both Mentally and Physically.
The guy does not feel secure leaving his girl with other guys.

2nd.A guy is jealous because a girl keep praising another guy in front of him.

The guy will feel they are being misplaced by the girl.Guys have their own pride
But,sometimes ,girls do not realise that they are hurting a man's pride,this will
cause the guy to feel that he is being "Lower-valued"by the girl.
And they will think ,"Is she really my girlfriend?or has she became someone else's
girlfriend?"

What Will You Do If You Are This Guy?
"My girl and i have a nice feeling about towards each other when we 1st saw each other.
We were being introduced by our friend.We watched a movie together with
our friends beside us.After the show,i went down to a Fast-Food Restaurant,
noticing that she was following us.I asked my friend,"Eh,can gimme her
handphone no. anot?"My friend told me that he will ask her first,and then give me
an answer.To my surprise,she really gave me her number.I sms-ed her.
I asked her,if i say i like u,would you be my girlfriend.She told me yes.
Soon,we went into a relationship.In the early stage of the relationship,
everything were going smoothly.We went Ice-skating,Have meals together
and i always send her home.Soon,she came to know quite a few of my friends.
We slacked together oftenly.There was once,i saw my girl and my BUDDY together.
They did nothing,But later ,i saw my girl feeding ice-cream to my Buddy ,and
they shared the same spoon.I was smoking behind,pretending that i saw nothing.
Later,my girl came over to me and talked to me.I gave her the cold shoulders."

Readers,what do you think should the guy do?
Jealous?Pretend nothing happened?
Share your views and opinions through my tagbox
thanks!