The End.

.Tuesday, May 4, 2010 ' 8:38 AM

Went To Watch IP MAN 2 with yilin ( CHOU NU REN! ) & Friends.

It's a freaking nice movie. Has all the moral values you need to know

and that dignity ..integrity and every every values.. It would be sucha

pity if you MISS IT! Gotta go now!

.Saturday, March 27, 2010 ' 11:16 AM

It's almost 2 months since i updated my blog.

Soon, its going to be the 2nd year.

Do i have the courage to love again?

Am i just being a coward?

What spell did you cast on me

to make me so addicted to you?

Why are you always the one who

controls my mood?

Will our fairytale resume after 2 years?

i kept all of your photos all along.

I know i gotta move on but i'm so addicted to you.

Are you ice,nicotine, ecstasy?

i should have make you stay and tell you

the break-up was just a joke.

Yeah.

Do you still think of me?

Am i still the one lingering in your heart.

I am running out of tears.

Am i able to call you baby again forever?

Maybe its too late, maybe we would reconcile.

I love you.

Addicted, 1804.

Needs a solution, to everything.

.Sunday, February 21, 2010 ' 10:36 AM

( I am sure this guy loved you the most, my lady)

Didn't expect that i am the one staying here, you the one leaving.

I guess, its time to grow. Maybe i would be stuck here forever, or

you would return back to me,baby. who knows? heaven may know.

You caught my eye, you taught me love. Now its time to grow.

Wishing you all the best.

You've gone. I'm here, alone. I gotta move on.

18o4o8

.Sunday, February 14, 2010 ' 11:50 AM

Supposed to woke up at 11am today.

Parent's didn't wake me up. Instead,

i was the one who woke them up.

Went to Oasis, woahahs... collcect ANGBAO!

had lunch~~ Then played mahjong the whole afternoon

with those Hao and Wei. Woots! They are noob mans! :D

Although i am just a rookie, but.. they are rookie rookie :D!

had lots and lots of food man, my tummy going explode already.

Went home..woah, they playing mahjong already.

We open another table. Got 2 table :D

Played mahjong till 2.30 am..

FCUKK... lost $14..

Just not the day for me mansz.

VIN! YOU CAN DO IT! FORGET HER!

Happy birthday, to her.

.Thursday, February 11, 2010 ' 8:24 AM

After april this year, it will be 2 years for us.

Knowing you for 2 years, was a great experience.

You let me experienced the feeling of love , sad and happy.

During these 2 years, i realised i have changed, tremendously.

From a person who didn't treasure time , who only know how

to play,slack, wasting my time under the void deck. To a person

who think that time is not even enough and are now pulling up

my socks for my studies and to even plan for my future.

I guess, you're my pillar of strength to everything. My studies and

my life. Even when i am feeling down, whenever i think of you, my

day would brighten up.

I am always guessing , everything about you. I can't read your mind.

You are always so mysterious. Maybe that's why i love you, so much.

These 20 months, i kept waiting. Waiting for the day that you would tell me

that you love me, let's resume our fairytale . Hold our hands and forever would

begin. But, things didn't turn out the way i thought it would be.

I took the risk, to have an agreement with you. I was afraid of losing you.

But i told myself, no matter what. I have to gamble, the greatest, risk-iest

gamble of my life. I lost you, I lost your heart , I lost my position in your heart.

Equivalent to losing everything.

I had to pick the broken pieces, all by myself. Till the day you told me there's

another person in your heart. I totally broke down. I had to recover from my

fall. I learnt to pick myself up, run back to the starting point. You were already

far ahead from me. Looking at your back, diminishing from my sight.

I told myself i have to let go, everything to be deleted. I faced all these by myself.

I realised, i look fragile. But i am tough inside. I am not afraid of losing anything

after losing you. Thank you, thank you for everything. Letting me to learn the ropes

of love. From the point of falling in love with you, to the point of losing you.

All of this were tremendously tiring. But, it was worthwhile knowing that i am once

in your heart. I no longer think of you now. But , the fact is . Deep inside, i still love

you, deeply. But, love is happiness , to know that you have someone else in your heart.

Meaning that you will be happy. I am contented to know that you're happy now.

Wishing you both happiness from the very bottom of my heart. (:

Thanks for everything my dear.

This will be my last post about you.

Happy birthday in advance.

18o4o8.

.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 6:22 AM

Hey Guys!

What's up!

It had been a long time since

i wrote a new post..

Life's normal,everything is normal.

I am contented with life.

Nothing More ^^

Oh man, why did i got addicted to mahjong.=.=

Seeing you getting on in life.

I guess, its time for me to let go.

Happy 21st months (:

.Friday, December 25, 2009 ' 11:43 AM

From the 1st second i saw you. This girl's gonna be my "half apple".
we told each other our name. Yeah,i got a crush on you. You were
beside me during the movie.I asked for your number,i sent you a
message.We chatted happily. I asked you to be my girlfriend you
said yes. I went to meet you at causewaypoint.You wore high-heeled
shoes. I feel guilty for being not taller.We hold hands at lot one,we kissed
at JE. You first drop your tears because of me @ bukit panjang.I silently
1st drop my tears for you @ home. We had our 1st Ani. I went to your house,
we wore our couple tee.Took LRT and headed to yewtee mac. Went for
michelle's birthday celebration @ teck whye gardens. You're down.But
i didn't console you,your parents fetch you back.On 14th june 2008.
i asked for a break.On november 2009,i asked for an agreement.
on 30th december 2009,this will decide where we're heading.

I want you to know,no matter what the ending will be.
i love you deeply.i enjoyed every of our little moments.
i am sorry for not being there when you needed me, and
thank you for giving me those happy memories. I feel
the warmth in my heart seeing you smile.I feel the thorns
piercing through my heart when you're down.

I just want to say,no matter what our ending maybe,
i want you to be happy,always. No matter if you're holding
my hands or other guys.I just want you to be happy.
This is coming from the bottom of my heart.

7 words, (Sorry,Thank you.I Love You)

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